I got the flu which wiped out two of my January weekends and I struggled with that. I missed school, including A2 assessed practicals which I had to catch up.
I had mocks at the start of term which went super well and that made me ecstatic. That was probably the last true break I had over the last month and a half. School has been ramping up the pressure as we get closer to our A2s which I'm trying to manage and sometimes I have to accept that a piece of work is rubbish and that's fine.
I've been physically unstable as well. I've subluxed (partially dislocated) my shoulder twice, plus I'm increasing my cardio extremely quickly. I mean, the outcome is in a month I'll be at a "normal level" of cycling and being fit and having energy will be wonderful but right now I'm exhausted all the time. I come home from school and have to take an hour long bath just to relax my muscles enough to walk.
I've started uni research. I'm looking round my top three (UCL, Kings, Birmingham) and talking about study abroad programs and disability aid and DSAs. I'm enjoying it and I am looking forward to the day I drop my commute. I loathe commuting and I'm excited to have my own space away from home.
I really want to start projects as well though. I'm currently clearing out my bedroom which I am loving because I feel like I'm so ready to get to a new stage in my life. I've launched a new tumblr which is a self-motivation thing and I'm working quite hard on making it good for the community instead of being self-indulgent. I want to write reviews of books on here, I want to read more, I want to write in my diary more and I want to start writing the book I started last year because I adore the concept. The plot needs some refining
Hopefully I'll write more on here?
Currently listening: Stacy's Mom by Fountains of Wayne
Currently reading: I am the Messenger by Markus Zusac
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